Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Well as you can clearly see the pic of the flyer above...I SOOOO BADLY WANNA GO ON IT WITH MY BABY!!!!!
Will it ever happen??????
Sobbbbbb....
Its just so beautiful...espcially at night.
Haiiizzzz....
HopeFuLLy my baby brings me on it SOON.
In another 9 days time...it will be our 4 MONTHS anniVersary.
=)
I take each of our monthLy anniversaries sO seriousLy.
Cause it meaNs the WoRld to me.
CaUse I havE suCh a wonderfUlL HusBaNd.
So BLESSED.
I just LOVE HIM SOOOOOOO MUCH.
8 October 2009,Thursday..will be 4MonthS!!
=)
Im all smiles.
Rite now im in a confusion of whether to get him a G2000 shiRt which he will Look sUper HOT on...WINKS...OR a ferrari PerFume...which sMells sooooo NIce.
Hmmmmmm
So far ive bought him 2 polos...
HMMMM
HMMMMMMM
How i wiSh i Cld get Both.
Nm i will choose between the both soon.
Ive got 9 days.=)
Actually the best gift I cld ever give my baby is cooking for him.
Hmmmmm....I might do tat too.
A veggie
Rice
&
ChicKen Curry
He will be so delighted.=)
Labels: Zany=)
6:00 AM,
another day gone
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Went to see my baby afteR 4 miserable days of not being able to see him.I wish I could be with him and officially be his.
I hate missing my baby.
I just love him SOOOOOOO MUCH.
I just cant do without him.
I wont be able to live without him by my side.
He brings out the best in me.
Points out my many flaws.
I just adore my baby beyond measure.
He's the bestest thing in my Life.
Yenda AchayaaN.
My hubby.
I cant wait to be yours baby.
Curled my hair for my baby....he likes it.
Muaaaaaaah.
I Love LoviNg you baby.
Labels: zanYasH
11:15 AM,
another day gone
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
YesteRday SUCKED.
TODAY SUCKED EVEN MORE!!!
I cant find solace in anything.
Feeling so down and uneasy.
Everything pertaining to me n my life seem so so complicated!!
I LOVE MY MUM ALOT.
Today i was so mean to her.
I was moody and still kinda angry with her for not giving me some $ i asked her.
I didnt talk to her the whole day.
Haiiizzz i feel so much horrible about it.
I was just daammm bloody MOODY N EMO.
Haiiiz.
Life seem so Fucked up to me.
LOVE.
MONEY.
EMOTIONS.
FAMILY.
LIFE.
WANTS.
DISLIKES.
COMPLICATIONS.
CONFUSIONS.
PARANOIA.
TEARS.
FEAR.
GOD.
I just wish I could get away for awhile.
Go somewhere peaceful for a few days.
I just wanna be HAPPY ALL E WAY.
HAIIz.
Thats so impossible.
As if my family will let me go on a holiday on my own.
IN MY FREAKIN DREAMS.
They will FREAK.
FURTHERMORE,ITS ME!!
I just want some peace and happiness. N0 complications and uncertainties at all.
My boyfriend didn't help improve my mood either.
He didn't say anything wrong.
I just felt damm annoyed when he keep pushing me to go for the wedding in mSia that i was supposed go.
I can get my hair done there for half price too.
I want to curt my hair and dyed it.
Here is kinda expensive...KIMAGE...DUH.
Everything in Spore is freakin expensive!!
Why wasnt I a RICH BITCH!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
DAM FRUSTRATED!!!!!
I just feel so angry!!
After our short convo just nw which didnt end well.
Till now I have not msged him at all.
I dunno I just feel angery and fustrated.
I miss him...NM.
I very much pissed with him because he didnt say anything about meeting later today.
Today and tommorow are his off days.
I feel like he dosent feel like seeing me.
Its been 4 days since we saw each other!!!!
To me its BIG!!
ARGH.
Since he never utter a word about meeting.
FINE I wont say anything either.
If he dosent feel like seeing me...same here...(so untrue.zany ur a LIER.haiiizz I SO WANNA SEE HIM!!)
Still Im not gonna utter a word.
Lets see if he says something.
I dun think I will msg him either.
This horrible mood is still here with me.
IDIOT dosent miss me as much I miss him.
BLOODLY HELL.
WATEVA LA!!!!
Later today I might go hangout with Hairun...go starBucks and talk cock.
Atleast my mood will lift up abit.
Stayin home wont HELP.
Zanitta what the hell is wrong with you!!!!????
Labels: hurt n paiN.
11:10 AM,
another day gone
Im fed up.Why wasnt I born with a Golden spoon!!Haiiizzz...the thought of going to work....SUCKS.I noe Im sounding like a spoiled lazy brat.I cant help it.I HATE LABOUR.Me wanting alot of stuff is so not helping!!Im 20 and Im still asking my Family for $$!!SHAME ON YOUR SELF ZANY!!!LOL.HaiiizzzGuess I have to find sm kind of work....for my needs.I cant be so self centered and ask my Hub Hub to take care of ALL my needs.Thats very selfish of me.Hmmmm.....LABOUR.Currently this bag is on my mind...futhermore its having a 50% discount.I HAVE TO BUY IT!!!!&I saw this gorgeous sHirt in G2ooo Men.Its Turquoise and white striped.It will look so HOT on my MaN.I HAVE TO BUY THAT FOR HIM******& Zany WILL.Labels: GoldeN spOOn..
12:05 AM,
another day gone
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Zanys is all smiles.So Happy that day.
29 July 2009
The day my baby bought for me the Hp I wanted so much.
Prada2.
Thank YOu soo MucH baby.
Love my Prada2.
Will take eXtra good caRe of it cos its Frm my Baby.
=)
LoVe u foR tiS!!
Labels: LoVe it LOtS
11:47 AM,
another day gone
Ashwin Chandrasekhar*Judith Zanitta John~ZaNyAsH~8 jUNe 2009The day we were a CoupLe.The day we kissed each other.The day I got a beautiful RoSe from hiM.The day he became MINE.We met in Tagged.Chatted in MsN.TaLked alot on the Phone for Long HouRs.FeLL in LovE.I loVe him for having so muCh patience with me.Enduring and ToleRating my screwed up attitude and many stupidities.I was so much ANNOYING N IRRITATING.I LOVE U BABY foR stiLL LOVING ME SO MUCH DESPITE My many Flaws.For giVing me so many chances.For pointing out my flaws.Advising and eNcouraging me.Buying for me everything I want.MOst oF all for NOT GIVING UP ON ME.Accepting Me.I LOVE U.Ur the bestest thing in my LIfe.I will cherish you.I will not say dumb things to make matters worse...as I always do.I will not spoil things.Sometimes even without me knowing I tend to say screwed up stuff.But Baby U noE I LOVE U SOOOOO MUCH BeyOnd WoRds.
Labels: LovE u Baby.
11:19 AM,
another day gone
AboVe are the TwO most wonderfuL gifts from God to me.The bestest mum and CheChi(sister) in the world.TRUST ME.
My mum has done so much for the both of us.SO MUCH.
She solely took care of her two eyes.
I LOVE U SO MUCH MUMMY.
I WILL DO YOU PROUD
Sorry for the many disappointments Ive giVen you.
WE both will BE SOMEONE.
Just wait and see.
I LOVE U MUMMY.
For everything you have given me.
Doing for me everything I need.
Providing me with everything I need...We need.
Taking care of us so well.
Even beyond our financial standing.
Whatever I do or We do will never be enough for what you have done for us both mummy.
WE BOTH LOVE U ALOT.
Im so so blessed to have such a blessing...YOU.
Chechi I LOVE U TOO.SO MUCH. I know YOU LOVE ME ALOT TOO. Thank you for buying alot stuff for me,giving me so much of money and bringing me to many places. I always use your stuff and eating your snacks and always finishing them up. Thank you for tolerating all that.LOL.IM SO ANNOYING. All I can say is thank you for being such a nice and wonderful sister.
Labels: LOVE THEM SO MuCh.
10:45 AM,
another day gone
Eva LoveLy Zanitta..
Im a DIE HARD LOVER.
I LOVE LOVE**
Its the most wonderful and pure.
LOVE is not just a word.
Its something more..
Something divine something serious and beautiful beyond words.
Im very childish..have to admit that.
I dont behave like a 20 year old.
Dont even look like one.
LOL.SAD .
My family cant except that Im 20...they dont even treat me my age.
HAHA...dont blame them.
I love staRbuCks.
OOOLALALA.YUM YUM.
WHITE CHOCOLATE FRAP.
THEN COMES MY CARAMEL FRAP.
MUUUUAAAAAH.
THEY ARE siMpLy MAgNIFI.
I loves Archies.(ARCHIE COMICS)
Im collecting them.
Im a shopaholic***.teee heeee
Im a malayalee.
I love keRala.
I LOvE Cruises.
Hope to go oN oNe SooN.
LOVes DrEsses.
LovEs BeiNg with my MR.SPECIAL.
Tatty BearS are sOOOOOO Cute So Are Care BearS.
My 2 most Favourite BearS.
LovE theM.
I LOVE DIAMOND RINGS.
Hope to get onE very beaUtiFuL n ChuNky onE...fiNgerS cRoSSed.LOL.
Wanna get a DEgree in banKing N FiNanCe.
Wanna Be a WondeRfuL wiFe n MothEr MOST OF ALL.
Wanna Hv a HUgE House.
Wanna Hv a GoldeN RetriVer Puppy...called PumBa or smth...LOL.
Wanna Be HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY.
Zany'S DrEamS.
WeLL NOthing is ImpossibLe iF u put your Heart n Mind to it.
&
NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE WITH GOD ALMIGHTY.
Labels: Zany*
10:19 AM,
another day gone
Im fed up.
Ashwin Chandrasekhar*Judith Zanitta John
AboVe are the TwO most wonderfuL gifts from God to me.
