IM INCAPABLE.
IM UNCERTAIN.
IM CHILDISH.
IM NOT INDEPENDANT.
IM A SHOPAHOLIC.
IM HATING THIS WORD CALL RELIGION.
I DO NOT BELIEVE THERE'S TRUE LOVE IN THIS WORLD ANYMORE.
IM IN A TIME WHERE LOVE IS SCARCE.
IM NOT CONFIDENT.
I DONT HAVE CONFIDENCE.
I FEEL HOPELESS BEYOND HELP.
SO MUCH OF NEGATIVITY WITHIN ME.
SO MANY LONG TERM RELATIONSHIPS CRUMBLING AROUND ME.
I FEEL SO MUCH SCARED AND INSECURE ABOUT MINE.
TO MAKE MATTERS WORSE WE BOTH ARE FROM DIFFERENT RELIGIONS.
HE SIMPLY CAN SAY HE WILL BREAK UP WITH ME WHEN I SAY SOMETHING TO MAKE HIM SOOO ANNOYED.
IF U LOVE SOMEONE SOO MUCH BEYOND WORDS...EVEN IF E PESON IS THE VERY DEFINITION OF ANNOYING.U WILL NEVER LEAVE HER IF U ACTUALLY REALLY LOVE HER.
HE FRANKLY TOLD ME TODAY THAT IM HIS 1ST GF WHO IS SO MUCH IRRITATING.
NICE RITE.
YA ITS TRUE.
I ACCEPT IT.
IM VERY MUCH INSECURE.
IM AFRAID THAT HE WILL LEAVE ME AND GO.WITH SOME OTHER BETTER GAL.
GUYS.
ESPECIALLY THE ONES NOWADAYS.
WELL HE SAYS HE FEELS I WILL BE THE ONE WHO WILL LEAVE HIM AND GO.
YA...LIKE REAL.
I KNOW MYSELF...EVEN IF I SAY NEGATIVE STUFF TO HIM...I WILL NEVER NEVER LEAVE HIM N GO.NEVER.OVER MY DEAD BODY.
IM A DIE HARD LOVER.
IF I LOVE U...THEN TERS NO OTHER.EVEN IF HE'S WAY BETTER IN MANY WAYS.
MORE LIKE HE WILL LEAVE ME N GO.THE PERSON SAYIN THAT I WILL IS MORE LIKELY TO DO THE LEAVING.
I FEEL SO NEGATIVE.
I DONT KNOW WAT TO THINK.
I FEEL LIKE ENDING MY RELATIONSHIP N SPARING HIM N ME THE AGONY.
I FEEL IM HIS MOST WORST GF.
I FEEL SO MUCH UNCERTAIN OF THIS RELATIONSHIP.
I JUST DONT WANT TO BE HEARTBROKEN AT THE END OF THE DAY.
RELATIONSHIPS ARE UNPREDICTABLE.
UNLESS THEY....HAIIZZZ I DUNNO.
WAT SHD I DO...???
OH GOD.
IM SO USELESS.
JUST TAKING UP SPACE.
I SUCK AT RELATIONSHIP.
I SUCK AT BEING A GD GF.
I SUCK AT MAKING MY BF SAVE MONEY.
ZANITTA U SUCK.
Labels: FEELING SO DOWN.
6:32 AM,
another day gone
